Wanna try :)

Assalamualaikum

i know i cant speak and write well in english

still i wanna to try it

and write a good research propsal

then 

produce a good research

pray for me

to do well in my master

amin

hee xsbar nj blik

nk blnje family dinner besar2

n celebrted bday ayh

:)

Is it really a mistake??

Assalamualaikum

Right now

i am really thinking

is it a mistake i further my study??

thing like

doing research is very hard enough

n mix mode will be okay

then i rethink again

why 

i am further my study 

is it my reason wrong!!

yeaaah

maybe it wrong 

then i am laughing alone thinking about it

the real reason why i am taking master by research

yeah

i really did it for self satisfaction

cOZ i thought

my PSM got A+

is just about sympathy

and  i dont deserve it

then 

i am thinking

if i can do master by research

then i deserve an A+  that i got during

my PSM

rethink it  again

it is very ridiculous reason!!

i just should thankz and be grateful what i get

and never challenge myself for something i really not sure

then in the end

i am thinking

further my study as master student

is not really a good choice

lots and lots of time

i am thinking to give up

and now i am still

thinking about

it

maybe research is to hard for me

i am not capable to do it

especially

master by transportation research

is really to hard for me

i read lots and lots of jurnal

then suddenly i feel i lost 

in the middle

of reading

yeah

i got really great supervisor

maybe he is so good

and very high expectation

where i cant follow it anymore

what to do now

i really do not know

should  i give up???????

i miss my home really badly

my parentz and siblings

thought that i can be at home right know

sit beside my parentz

eating warm dinner

enjoy watching

joke with my along and adik

yeaaah

i really need home 

but i can only going back

after viva finish

whether

the result is good or not

i need to face it!!

ayah bday is around the corner

really want to celebrated it

for him :'(

penat

Ya ALLAH

hmbe btul2 xkuat nk teruskan

mudhkan jaln hamba nya rabb

btul2 rse xmpu sngt

Azam!

Assalamualaikum

I need to be strong and focus enough

produced a good research

then find job that relate with my interest

Rezeki Allah dah tentukan

harap dipermudahkan

amin

Tekanan!!

Assalamualaikum

Still lagi mengadap slide

untuk present progress research esok

nta pe2 slide aq

bnyk sngt info y xde

Serabut aih

spe kte smbung mster seng

lg2 by research

mati akal duk pk

Streeeeeeeeeesss  

rse  menyesal pn d gak amk by research 

better ambl by coursework

xdla tkann sngat

nnt2 la bru updte psal convo

xd mse!!

Keluh

Assalamualaikum

Ya Allah

kenapa xde mod nak bce jurnal ni

sebulan da smbung master

Stil blur dgn konsep n tjuk

tjuk tesis aq ni haaa

*Permeability of street layout in term of heavy vehicles*

tp 

tp

tp

tp

Xbanyak info psal tjuk ni

n xpernah ade org buat research pn lg

mnelaa aq nk korek mklumat n ststik

Dr zaly pn da tw tjuk bru

bg tjuk ni plak

mmg rse nk pecah otak cri mklumat

rse nk tkar n prpre tjuk len je

ptus asa pn ade jgak

Ya ALLAH

Jika ini jalan terbaik yang kau takdirkan untuk hamba

hamba mohon permudahkan ya rabb

Mudahkan segala urusan hamba dalam melaksanakan projek master

jadikan ia sebagai projek yang mendatangkan kebaikan bukan hanya kepada dri hamba 

tetapi juga 

orang sekeliling hamba

jangan kan kau sempitkan jalan hamba ya ALLAH

lapangkan hati dan minda hamba

untuk menghasilkan yang terbaik

leka kan hamba dalam mengejar sesuatu untuk nama semata-mata ya rabb

Jadikan ia semata-mata untuk jalanmu ya ALLAH

Amin

** then aq d stu bende main2 dlm pkiran aq

aq da mle ragu da gji RA yang aq dapat 2 halal ke tak

sebab

sebab

sebab

Dr sll srh aq claim gji full

even aq xd buat kerja

kdg2 smpi 2-3 minggu aq xde kerja

dah 2 aq da la xddk lab

ddk blk lg

then

 srh aq fokus ntuk reserch proposal n 

siap psan kt cik gobi jgn gnggu aq

ciap kate part aq dy tlg buatkan

tp at the sme time srh aq claim gji

da laa RM 1500

full kot

ish aq xsdap hati btulla

xbuat ape2

then dapat duit

banyak plak 2

bukan gaya aq la

cm 2

aq puas dpt duit 2

ble aq btul mmg buat kerja

ish cm lan plak cri kpuasan

aq nk amk gji da jd sgn

even gji bln ni, 

sje aq claim lmbt2

2 pn dr da tanye

isnn depn nie

aq kne amk gji jgk

ptt ari isnn lpas ari 2 lg

ish

serius rse xsdp ati btul

bersalah pn ade

trpk jgk

halal ke x sbnrnya

Tkotnya kalau xhalal

Jadi darah daging

plak 2

YaALLAH

jangan kau 

jadikan rezeki hamba rezeki yang halal sehingga hamba tidak meragui sumbernya

halal untuk hamba guna bagi manfaat diri hamba

dan keluarga

Amin

Alhamdulillah lately aq da dpt ssuaikan blik time ngji, tfsir n bace mksurat aq

sjk2 ddk ngn suasana bru

sll ade lubang2

moga istiqamah

TOLONG MUDAHKAN UNTUK HAMBA YA ALLAH

SUNGGUH HAMBA RASA BEBAN

PILIH JALAN NI SEBENARNYA

:)

Assalamualaikum

Bce2 tafsir trtarik dengan Satu ayat

Sesungguhnya lelaki yang sebenar ialah dengan amal bukan dengan banyak bercakap

amin :)

Kalah Dengan Masa

Asslamualaikum

Alahai rse failde btul manage time nie

bnyak sngat buang mse

lka brjalan

lka on9

movie lg

xcmpr tdo y trlbh lg

Kje xsentuh

Research proposal xprogress

bru open mail

then tngok2

d bnyk plak kje RA y nk kne sttlekan

kne prpre smmrize policies maker n Blueprint version 5

1/10 due dte

9/10 version 2

y penting bln 10 laa nk kne sbmit

aiyaaaaaaaaakkk

sngguh mmg aq da hanyut n trlbih buang mse

kne stat FOKUS da

lau xmti kne tikam2 le nnt

rosak plan nk blik rmh smnggu

kne pk semula time blik nie

tp lau xd kje

rse xcdp plak nk mkn duit gji tiap2 bln

buat jelaa kje y dz di bg

xtw tnye

slh redo

Moga mudah semua urusan

amin