Assalamualaikum
Right now
i am really thinking
is it a mistake i further my study??
thing like
doing research is very hard enough
n mix mode will be okay
then i rethink again
why
i am further my study
is it my reason wrong!!
yeaaah
maybe it wrong
then i am laughing alone thinking about it
the real reason why i am taking master by research
yeah
i really did it for self satisfaction
cOZ i thought
my PSM got A+
is just about sympathy
and i dont deserve it
then
i am thinking
if i can do master by research
then i deserve an A+ that i got during
my PSM
rethink it again
it is very ridiculous reason!!
i just should thankz and be grateful what i get
and never challenge myself for something i really not sure
then in the end
i am thinking
further my study as master student
is not really a good choice
lots and lots of time
i am thinking to give up
and now i am still
thinking about
it
maybe research is to hard for me
i am not capable to do it
especially
master by transportation research
is really to hard for me
i read lots and lots of jurnal
then suddenly i feel i lost
in the middle
of reading
yeah
i got really great supervisor
maybe he is so good
and very high expectation
where i cant follow it anymore
what to do now
i really do not know
should i give up???????
i miss my home really badly
my parentz and siblings
thought that i can be at home right know
sit beside my parentz
eating warm dinner
enjoy watching
joke with my along and adik
yeaaah
i really need home
but i can only going back
after viva finish
whether
the result is good or not
i need to face it!!
ayah bday is around the corner
really want to celebrated it
for him :'(
